They're back :(

Am I really that ugly? Am I really that worth to scream in the face. Am I a whore, a bitch, a skank? Am I? Why do I have to have buttheads and asswhipes always screaming in my face, when no one else is around, when no one is there to back me up. And if I stand up for myself, am I a bitch. Do I really deserve this? Do I really deserve to be hurt everyday, to be punched in the face (figure of speech) everyday, for the rest of my life? This has been going on since kindergarten. How many more years will this last? They already say that I was pregnant, ugly, whore, has lice and fleas, and kills me everyday, me for about 10 years, and then they went away for a little while, and now they're back.