The Fake Me.

In school, I am quiet and shy. But outside of school, even around strangers, I am loud and outgoing. It’s like there is a completely different personality from the real me, and the fake me. And personally, I like the real me better. Because the real me is most of the time happy, and really outgoing and loud. But the fake me is… well… er, shows no emotion. Just a poker face. I don’t smile. And I don’t frown. I just sit there with a strait face and pretend everything is just… blah. Which I do not think, the fake me just acts like that.

I think the reason why I don’t show the school my real personality is that I’m scared that they’ll make fun of me. That they’ll come up with some rumor that I was raised by aliens or something, and was born on a different planet. Okay, maybe a little bit more believable, but there’s no telling what crazy but creative minds will think of once they see the real me.

But I kind of want to kill the fake me, just eliminate her from my life, forever, and never see her face again. Show that strait face that shows no emotion, and no life. Say good-bye to my “quiet shy girl” reputation. I don’t really care anymore about the bullies, because I am stronger and better than them, because I am me. Question is how do I start?