Top 10 Secrets about me (that most people don't know about me)

1.) when I was little, I used to try my best to remember how to get places, just incase I want to run away one day.
2.) I am really loud and obnoxious outside of school, whereas inside I'm the complete oposite
3.) I have thought about coming suicide
4.) On the last day of school in freshman year, my grandpa died early that morning
5.) I have trust issues
6.) When I get very crowded, I get closterphobic, and when I'm closterphobic, I get really angry really easily.
7.) I cry easily, but most of the time I save the tears for later
8.) I really want to play the ukalali
9.) One of my bestest friends decided to try to be my friend because people were being a**holes to me.
10.) I'm obsessed with Dr. Who.