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Sunday, October 30, 2011

Why did God create pain?

If you read my blogs about bullies, you know that I have been bullied since kindergarten, and am still today. And I wondered why I was going through this, why God was putting me though this. And for the longest time, I thought that either ( a ) He didn’t exist,or ( b ) he hated me.

And so then for years, I’ve been asking God why am I bullied, why was I put on this planet, why am I crying, and in pain. But I didn’t get an answer for a really long time.But then one night, I wrote a poem, about bullying.

I am human
I am alive
I am somebody


I have a heart
I have a lung
I am somebody


I have feelings
I have ears
I am somebody


I have a chance
I have a voice
I am somebody

 

And so then I posted that on a facebook group, for anti-bullying, called, “Stand for the silent.” and 50 people liked it and some commented on it.

And so then about a week later, I wrote another,

You hit me, and I'm silent.
But on the inside, I am crying,
You make my world so violent
So much, I feel like dying


Those words you say to me,
I say I hear nothing, but I'm lying
Why can't you just leave me be,
as my tears are drying


And now I realize,
That I can use this body
To bring this society to equalize,
Because I am somebody.

Then, on this poem, 70 people liked it, 70! And this one even had even MORE comments, and one of them was when I realized, why God made me bullied, why was I put on this Earth.

my Dear you have a gift putting your thoughts and feelings into Words to Format a Poems is useful and also helpful in not only your healing but also in others..Brilliant...ImL

That’s what the person commented on the poem said. The lmL is a text symbol, just like <3 is a heart, lmL is a peace sign. the l is your pinky, the m is you ring and middle finger, and the L is your pointer finger and your thumb.

I do believe that the disasters that happen to us, do mean something. Taylor Swift once said that she was bullied as a kid, and she should actually thank those bullies, because if she never was bullied, then she wouldn’t write songs.

1 comment:

  1. God didn't create pain. God creates love, but pain is created through people who didn't get to see that love. But one reason why people bully you is so that you learn from them, so that you learn not to be like them. lmL you rock

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