I am terrified of having a mental meltdown today, because in Sunday School, we had this big box of pictures of us last year. So they found one of me, (a picture) and were laughing at it. It was a picture of me, in my swimming suit, looking pregnet, as always. So I took it and hid it under my butt (hahaha) and then I took it home, and put it in the shredder.
And now I'm just scared that someone will ask about it today, and then I'll have a mental breakdown. Telling them that people have been telling and asking me if I was pregnet since the 4th grade, and that some of them even told me I was too ugly to even get a guy. And that I f***ing HATE school because people are such b***chs. And that I'll tell them all this through my tears that wll be pouring down my face. And I'll tell them that the other week, I got challed a piece of s**t.
I am so sick and tired of peple, when I think of people, and what they did to me, I feel like crying.
Go to my blog and read it. You do NOT look pregnant. You never have. People are mean. It's okay to not be okay. Take a deep breath and believe that God made you who you are for a reason.
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