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Friday, October 7, 2011

Who am I?

I had to write, and am going to perform a monologue of a famous person, and my class thought it would be fun to guess who it is, so, WHO AM I?




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I have been bullied all my life. I started being depressed when I was seven, having suicidal thoughts and stuff like that. And then that started to lead to anxiety, and bulimia, and (pause) cutting. And I was bullied as a kid, as long I could remember. And when I asked why, they would say, “Because you’re fat.” And I didn’t know why I was having my physical and mental health issues, until I went into rehab just recently. And they diagnosed me as bipolar. And since I didn’t get the help that I needed, because didn’t know, and didn’t get the meds I needed to help me.
          Costars on my show, and family members, and people started to notice my weird behaviors. They noticed the scars on my wrists, and that I went to the bathroom after every meal. And so then I went to rehab for my cutting in October, of last year.
          One of my most famous songs lately is about being strong, and surviving the mean things people say and do to you. And I first heard this song even before I went into rehab. And throughout the song, I was just pouring down tears, through the whole song.
          My fans are unbelievably supportive for me getting help. A lot of them tattooed a heart on their wrist every day, from the day I went in, until the day I got out. And that inspired me to do something for my fans. On my wrists, I got a tattoo. On my wrists, I put on my left wrist, I have Stay, and on my right, I have Strong, with a heart, for my fans. And so whatever I’m doing, whether I’m doing the dishes, or brushing my teeth, I will see, “Stay Strong” and don’t let those things that people say to me hurt me.

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