I need to be doing something, 24/7, in order for him not to hurt me. I can't stop not thinking about him if I'm just sitting there....... doing nothing, or if I'm riding in a car, or if I'm doing dishes, or when I'm trying sleep. He screams.
I've been playing on the computer all day, well, since I got out of school. And I'm pretty sure someone will kick me off soon, so I'm just going to sit here and enjoy it. And then probably within the next half hour, someone is going to make me get off, and I'll just be alone, with Josh. There's nothing good on TV to watch, I'll probably watch another movie, yesterday I watched 1 and a 1/2...
I'm trying not to starve myself as much, it's just hard if the only thing you can find in the cupboards, without getting in trouble for, eating is saltine crackers.
ugh don't u hate that? everyone gets pissed at u for eating something of "theirs"
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