The cold...

You know about my stay-in-the-gameroom-unless-I-have-to-either-go-to-the-bathroom,-eat-or-go-to-bed plan? Today, it was a fail, because my niece's friend was over here, and of course, they HAVE TO PLAY in the gameroom, of all places, invade my space. And I couldn't get on the computer because my mom and sister get on the computer, and because I also wanted to be in the dark, where it's quiet, and I'm alone. And so then I went into the living room, but we don't have a TV in there, it's kinda pulled off to the side, but you can see the dinning room, and the front door from there. And so I turned off all of the lights, and put my blanket over my head, hiding my tears incase anyone sees me. But no one saw me, they just turned on the lights as they passed, which is another good reason to have my blanket over my head- to block out the light.
And I tried to take a nap, because I had nothing else to do. And I would rather me asleep and dream, than to be awake and think, and having Josh scream in my ear. But there was one problem- in order to be asleep, I have to be awake, for about 1/2 an hour before I can be at peace.
And so, I was almost there, Josh's screams where now whispers, and I was just about to fall asleep, untill my sister came into the room, and started playing her piano. I was now fully awake. I got up, and only then she noticed me, and said, "Ohh, where you asleep?" and I said no, because I wasn't, I was almost asleep. Anyways, she ruined it, and continued playing.
And so I went to the one place I know that was still dark and quiet, outside. Sure it was cold, and there were still noise, coming from cars, and my sister's piano bursting through the doors and windows (that piano is REALLY loud) , and a little light coming out of the windows, and the light coming from the streat light across the streat, but probably the most quietest, and darkest place in the whole house, even though it wasn't outside. I had ten minutes to be all by myself in the dark untill I eat dinner, untill I go to bed at ten thirty tonight, and so then I tried to make the most of it, and try to sleep. In the cold, dark night, and I was at peace.